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Thursday, December 21, 2006

ok hmm vip 0707 campfire
i guess many outstandin vis for 2007
the performances were great seein ppl actin goofy and all
but i really really wanted to attend a real campfire tho
havent been to one in ages
ohwells the stupid rain this wkk
seein the trainees bbq it was like dejavu kinda feelin
juz gg thru tt afew mnths back
hmm came home from campsite feelin not tt great
no, no not tt i din enjoy it
juz seein ppl who makes me 'upset' for some reason or another
notice the inverted commas
because i have no idea how to describe tt sorta feelin
juz sth i dun wanna experience
urgh ok whatever

oh right i went sentosa with family and all mon
and er lets juz say i really hate takin cable car rides ok
my mom bloody well juz made me the joke of the cable car
rahhh
y'all dun have to know juz utterly embarrassin
how can couples have a candle light dinner in a cable car 0n a rainy night!omg

ok anyways the last couple of days ive been really eatin a lot
i dun wanna use it as an excuse
but ever since sometime last yr
everytime im 'upset', i notice i binge
notice the amt of weight i put on in juz a yr
and i bet from all my eatin this wk
ive gained back the 3kg i lost
juz wad i needed huh
for my mom to cont tellin me im fat everytime she sees me
and everytime i wear my clothes and she stares at me with her strikin u with guilt eyes
silently tellin me im damn fat
it doesnt help tt my one mnth package at amore is expirin tml either
last day of gym tml
oh god
i hate exercisin in sch tho
what with the hot sun and all
YUCKS.its juz disgustin.i hate perspirin under the hot sun
makes me weak and DARK
i wanna cont amore but my mom doesnt seem keen on payin for me
hmpff

ok today i went for pilates and gym as usual
the pissin thing was MR YIP ENSHAO!
omg he said he wanna date me today
but when i finished bathin on and went for lunch ALONE at ps
waited and waited for him coz he said he can he will try to come
den he called me and said comin soon
but his soon.HA like 2 hrs passed alr hes still not anywhere to be seen
if he couldnt i would have gladly went home instead of rottin for 3hrs at ps
i was so bloody pissed when he msged me at bloody 4PM to tell me he's gg sentosa for dunno wad recee and cant meet me
RAHH
and yi er didnt wanna watch holiday with me too
wenfang had a date with frens!
boohoo
im so sad
but nvm lucky i met lammyjie at mosburger!
and since her frens decided to go dota she accompany me and walk arnd for awhile
i love lammyjie!
seems like ps was popular today
coz i met my dear dear cousin,germaine(she had to rush to meet her frens couldnt lunch with me!)
den i saw weiren
while with lammyjie,i saw my neighbour with her mom
and charlie's derrick whom i juz met yest
den we saw jf sir,qj and qiuyu sir
den finally i saw yi er!
lol i was wearin a nice shirt rite yi er
den yep saw the rest of charlie

lol notice dec's posts are long eh
well coz when sch reopens most likely the mood to blog will be gone man
in case y'all are wonderin why i dun have a tagboard
tts because im damn lazy to get myself one so yea i'll blog for myself haha
any takers to help me do a new blog layout?and get a tb for me?LOL

ok sth to look forward to for the wkend
mom booked with our hairdresser on sat like FINALLY!
mom's dyin her hair and im REBONDING!
lol im juz sick of my hair and its not long enough to perm so yea try rebondin
but i dun really like the thought of sittin in the salon from 11am to god knows when
and tada i'll have my new hair for sun night, xmas eve!
dad booked riverview hotel agn this yr
so yea gonna be there till like 2am
not stayin this time
but still this xmas's gonna be different
same place,different feelings,different thoughts,different hopes,different ppl to rmb

johnathan leong and darren tan!!

laleeee ;
x 10:42 PM